We Can't be Everything for Everybody

We would love to be the desire of everyone's heart. I can say this because it is very true for me and I get very lonely I know everyone does at one time or another. I'm particularly lonely because I lack the childhood friends I had because of living on military bases. As a child I don't recall it bother me too much like it does now.

I wish I could be everything to one person and that person could be everything to me. I despise cheating. I hate dishonesty in any form including hiding information from the person that is supposed to love me, Even in just friendship the same goes there for it.

We all have the longings. The best part is the chase it seems. I've never had a relationship where there was not one single argument or strife. It would be great to have the relationship full of romance, great communication, fun and more fun, great sex.

I don't live in the real world as you can very ell see. I'm lost in an illusion of love. I want what I can't have or keep. A lot of us are that way. In the real world it would be nice if we could be fulfilled in every way possible. I guess its like looking for the 'Fountain of Youth'.

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